Huh?! BABY ON THE WAY?????????!
It was a beautiful, sunny Sunday, Geo went to church in the morning then came to fetch me to buy Yong Tou Fu from Compasspoint, well, i have this craving since few days ago :P
On the way I also bought the pregnancy test kit from Guardian Pharmacy, cos this cycle was really long overdue with lots of mensus-like cramps but nothing happened, "why not just test it on one stick to see how it goes", i thought...
After taking lunch, watching TV for a couple of hours, Geo knocked off, for me there was seemingly nothing better to do than to go toilet, then i saw the test kit on the dressing table, so took out one of them from the box to test.
I could not believe my eyes when the positive result appeared on the test kit minutes later. With a deep breath i brought the test kit to Geo who was comfortably sleeping on the couch, in the living room. I woke him up and shown him the kit, he could not figure out what was that at first, then i told him "I am pregnant", he went blank and speechless for a few seconds, the next i saw was his cannot-believe-it face, and then he said " you are pregnant already?!............." (after that he could not sleep anymore..... :D)
Haha, no hand-in-hand jumping-for-joy kind of reaction from both of us, this is really the mind-boggling moment that set us to start thinking about all the possible changes/challenges that are going to take place very soon.
This is the very BIG FAT POSITIVE i got on the CLEARBLUE test kit
Still a bit in denial mood, i still find it hard to believe, the well-orchestrated plan with measuring body basal temperature, ovulation test kits, etc... i did not believe it works now cos i have not even started taking the clomid (to stimulate ovulation) prescribed by doctor from KKH yet..
I took another urine test two days later, using the first urine in the morning which is said to be more accurate...well, still got the same result. From that moment, i was finally convinced and decided to quickly book an appointment to see my gynae in KK Private Suite.
Having a baby is certainly one of the most exciting, challenging and life-changing experience. Now this moment is here, i am glad and thank GOD for giving me this precious gift of life. But at the same time i have a strong unsettling feeling. Will the baby be ok? Will I be able to adapt to the new lifestyle? Will i be able to cope with both work and baby? oh gosh, i don't even know how to carry a baby!!.... All the scary TV scenes on women giving birth keep flashing on my mind, and, yes breastfeeding hurts!...argh!!! i really don't know if i can handle all that!
No matter what, having strong, healthy and happy baby is all-important. All the great mothers in the world have done that, and so i will... gotta do my best to protect the gift in me now :) May GOD bless the baby and me............
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